We often find ourselves always caught in a bad situation. It's almost as if both of our feet is caught on separate bear traps and one is too far from each other. It may sound sexy to some because it's going to look like our legs maybe spread but the reality is we have been like this for so long we are already taking a dump with our pants on. Now that's not sexy at all. I don't know about you but for me it's hideous. It's always nice to have a little freedom to go anywhere you like. My first priority would be a shower room and a toilet. I need to scour all the dirt and grime in me.
I thought my cat is the only thing right now who acts like some kind of anti depressant. I didn't know I can actually calm down without having to drink alcohol or smoke a cigar. I am still not sure what is happening. I know I haven't slept straight for two days and yet I am here. My chest pain is gone. I can breathe without wheezing and amazingly I am feeling better. There's just one thing. Maybe this is really difficult to correct and there will be no shortcuts. I am aware I am still depressed.